You intrigue me. You know exactly what you're doing. You allow people to perceive you a certain way, making them think they have all the power. They are putty in your hands and you love it. You annalise people intently. Finding out what makes them tick. Finding out what they want. Ofcourse that's you. … Continue reading I see all.
Memories stored for safe keeping in the bell jar which is my heart. I forget that we distort memories to make them comply with our emotions. I bring out the worn and torn memory of my childhood home that I visit in my mind often. Blue door, diamond shaped windows and sunflowers. Deer leaping across … Continue reading When things were simple.
When the paramedic shouted and shoved me. When the police came so suddenly. When an officer joked about touching me. When the nurses looked at me disgracefully. When my social worker banned my parents from seeing me. When staff joked about my anxiety. When my therapist discharged me, I wasn't ready. When my psychiatrist gave … Continue reading Unprofessional. *tw*
"I am your only friend." Said Depression. "Ofcourse you love me, I make you breathless." Said Anxiety. "You don't want to miss the small details do you?" Said Paranoia. "I make you feel deeper than the ocean." Said Borderline. "You need me to survive." Said Anger. "I make it all worth it." Said Mania.
I was brought up on rap, home on the bad part of the map. You listen to rock, life on the same type of block. We can stick together, find our own treasure. We don't need money. Never tasted anything sweet, so we don't miss honey. Without milk we are still content. Do as we … Continue reading Teen.
I'm not dainty, I don't act like a lady. You're looking for that fresh faced innocence, that's not me. I'm sloppy and sometimes dirty. I won't change to make you happy. I don't fit the mould so you call me crazy. Can … Continue reading You’re not perfect either.
All I want is to be in your mind. Instead, I am on the outside looking in. I see beautiful, profound thoughts come and go. I wish to come but think of me, I'll never go.